I think one of the most suffering things that can happen to a human being is a person doesn't know what's in the mind of the other person. By just guessing in the heart by ourselves, and try to figure it out the answer, wonder why this happen, this and that, can make a person goes very depressed. I think this is true. Sometimes just don't want to make the things become so serious, which means like voice out to the other person, we've to just 'swallow' it hardly. I would rather a person tells out everything than keeping it to themselve seriously. We shall be more open rather than keeping ourselves and eventually become another person. Misunderstanding can happens though.
I wish i can read someone minds. Then i won't be so suffer. I want to know the answer either is a good answer or a bad answer. Im ready for anything. Im so curious and i bet it happens to everybody, not only me. Yes, i heard before someone says that >>>> curiousity kill a person, but i still insist want to know the answer. I don't want to live in a dream, whereby don't know anything or in the words means living in their own world. I don't want, i don't want :( However, i don't have this power. What is the best thing for me to do i think is, just let everything flow in natural way. God has decided everything. I hope good things will happen always.
Besides that, don't ever have a high expection on something, or else you'll be disappointed alot if you didn't get it or you'll be extremely happy if that happens.
Wow i feel much so relieve after telling these out. But i'll have the same feeling again and again until i knows everything. Sigh....
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
special ones ^^
15th of October 2009 is our first day and i'll remember this day forever! I'll never forget this date, never ever =) At first i feel a bit surprise that we are out together but as the time passes i began to <3 you more and more and more. No one can replace you in my heart for sure =)
I still remember we celebrated our 22 day haha. It was really new to me because i never heard this before. I enjoy every moment that i spent with you. You are such a lovely, caring, protective and funny sometimes =) You can say that are the one that im looking for but sometimes im sorry that i disappointed you. Im sorry but i really don't mean it as my parents are quite strict =( But i think the day will go more and more better as the time passes =)
At the same time im really sad that you are this and my heart keep on crying when you told me that you gonna leave me soon. I miss you lots! T.T But as i said i understand =) You are going there for study so i'll always by your side whenever you need me and supporting you always. I keep my promise! Really i will.... =) We should concentrate on our studies at this moment as this is the crucial time. Hey, im understanding whey! Hehe. So dont worry, i wont make you feel bad anymore as like last time.
*hey if you angry or something, do tell me =) and do tell me everything. i wanted to know =)*
<3 JHS forever! BFF! ^^
I still remember we celebrated our 22 day haha. It was really new to me because i never heard this before. I enjoy every moment that i spent with you. You are such a lovely, caring, protective and funny sometimes =) You can say that are the one that im looking for but sometimes im sorry that i disappointed you. Im sorry but i really don't mean it as my parents are quite strict =( But i think the day will go more and more better as the time passes =)
At the same time im really sad that you are this and my heart keep on crying when you told me that you gonna leave me soon. I miss you lots! T.T But as i said i understand =) You are going there for study so i'll always by your side whenever you need me and supporting you always. I keep my promise! Really i will.... =) We should concentrate on our studies at this moment as this is the crucial time. Hey, im understanding whey! Hehe. So dont worry, i wont make you feel bad anymore as like last time.
*hey if you angry or something, do tell me =) and do tell me everything. i wanted to know =)*
<3 JHS forever! BFF! ^^
finally
At last im done with all my exams either A-levels or the IELTS test. phew.... =) Quite relief now because at this short moment, i no need to touch any books anymore! Haha.... But on the other hand, im worried about my results. Sigh, i'll never think of it from now on as the exams has already passed. I cant change my answers on the answer sheet if i realise that i've made a mistake. Well, let just see how it goes. Hope it will be good though =)
Still same as like last time whereby i cant hang out much with my friends so i think you all must be wondering what am i doing for the whole day by just staying at home. Im just kidding when i tell some you that i just only eat and sleep. Im not a pig ok.... I did eat, sleep (which is a normal thing to do for a human :D), watch tv, online and play with my nephew. He's really cute! I love him so much haha. Eventhough he is just only 5 months++, guess what, he already knows how to bully me omg.... I cant imagine how he gonna bully me when he grows up, oh no.... Let me just list out some how he bully me.
Firstly, if i said i don't want to friend him anymore, he's like can understand what i said and he'll just totally ignore me after i said that =.= He don't even want to has a glance on me eventhough i call him so many times. Besides that, he'll bite me whenever i carry him. What have i done wrong to you huh?? However, im angry of him but feel that he's so funny LOL. He's such a cute baby that everybody will LOVE him for sure haha.
Still same as like last time whereby i cant hang out much with my friends so i think you all must be wondering what am i doing for the whole day by just staying at home. Im just kidding when i tell some you that i just only eat and sleep. Im not a pig ok.... I did eat, sleep (which is a normal thing to do for a human :D), watch tv, online and play with my nephew. He's really cute! I love him so much haha. Eventhough he is just only 5 months++, guess what, he already knows how to bully me omg.... I cant imagine how he gonna bully me when he grows up, oh no.... Let me just list out some how he bully me.
Firstly, if i said i don't want to friend him anymore, he's like can understand what i said and he'll just totally ignore me after i said that =.= He don't even want to has a glance on me eventhough i call him so many times. Besides that, he'll bite me whenever i carry him. What have i done wrong to you huh?? However, im angry of him but feel that he's so funny LOL. He's such a cute baby that everybody will LOVE him for sure haha.
Friday, December 4, 2009
randomm
It's 3 smtg now and i don't feel sleepy at all =( Oh no.... Maybe is because of the coffee that i drank as my dinner =.= Anyway im gonna sleep now if not, my mom gonna spank me if i cant wake up early tmr =(
*So many thoughts in my mind and im trying to keep it to myself only. Hope im not gonna burst it out =( Is it because i think too much or because of im too sensitive?? I cant differentiate it now. I cant imagine what will happen if the thing burst. It may be a good thing that will happen =) or maybe the worst =( And it's true that you can make a more rational judgement to other ppl, but when the things come to u, u'll lose ur rational judgement.*
Goodnight everyone. Sweetdreams =)
*So many thoughts in my mind and im trying to keep it to myself only. Hope im not gonna burst it out =( Is it because i think too much or because of im too sensitive?? I cant differentiate it now. I cant imagine what will happen if the thing burst. It may be a good thing that will happen =) or maybe the worst =( And it's true that you can make a more rational judgement to other ppl, but when the things come to u, u'll lose ur rational judgement.*
Goodnight everyone. Sweetdreams =)
Thursday, December 3, 2009
laptop
Thursday was my last day of my IELTS workshop, oh finally! :o I find it quite interesting for the first class, but for the second, third and forth day it seems so boring :( Maybe is due to the class was held for too long per day, which is 3 hrs a day :o OMG! I feel so glad that there are few students who cant make it to have a 4 hrs class on the second day =.= If not, that teacher really gonna have it =(
The IELTS test has 4 section which is speaking, writing, listening and reading. Owh.... All seems are hard for me =( And i need to get min band 7 in order to get into Uni. Hope i can make it though
Today i went to the pc fair, and guess what, this is the first time LOL. It was so crowded eventhough it is the first day. I cant imagine the number of people will be there on the Sat and Sun which are weekends? a holiday? most of the people do not work? It'll be much more crowded, oh no....
I went there is to do some survey on laptops. Btw, do u mind to gimme some suggestion if there are someone read my blog LOL. Initially i've a strong will that im gonna get DELL. But, lotsa ppl says HP not bad too. So, im confuse now =(
Btw, my leg was stepped by a lady in the pc fair =.= So painful T.T I don't think she realise about that because she was infront of me. And i told my bro. Do you know what he said? >>>> Step her back la! Step my leg HUH!!!! LOL!!!! So funny. Sigh, forget it. I saw one friend coincidently but couldn't meet up some eventhough we know that we're going for the pc fair LOL.
The IELTS test has 4 section which is speaking, writing, listening and reading. Owh.... All seems are hard for me =( And i need to get min band 7 in order to get into Uni. Hope i can make it though
Today i went to the pc fair, and guess what, this is the first time LOL. It was so crowded eventhough it is the first day. I cant imagine the number of people will be there on the Sat and Sun which are weekends? a holiday? most of the people do not work? It'll be much more crowded, oh no....
I went there is to do some survey on laptops. Btw, do u mind to gimme some suggestion if there are someone read my blog LOL. Initially i've a strong will that im gonna get DELL. But, lotsa ppl says HP not bad too. So, im confuse now =(
Btw, my leg was stepped by a lady in the pc fair =.= So painful T.T I don't think she realise about that because she was infront of me. And i told my bro. Do you know what he said? >>>> Step her back la! Step my leg HUH!!!! LOL!!!! So funny. Sigh, forget it. I saw one friend coincidently but couldn't meet up some eventhough we know that we're going for the pc fair LOL.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
boredom :(
Im sorry that i've left you here for so long :D Actually i always wanted to update my blog once i finished my exams :) But, once everytime i on my pc here, i'll straight feel lazy doing it hehe. My motivation of updating my blog jz disappear immediately LOL.
Today was my 12th day of my holiday. Wow, time passes really fast. A normal student which has a long holiday hmm, approximately for 2 1/2 months ++, i bet he or she will go out everyday, and just do anything which during school time cant spend much time on, such as movie everyday, hang out friends everyday and etc etc haha. Oo.... That's such a wonderful life! LOL. Guess what, yup! Now i can watch movie everyday, BUT, only at home =.= I wanted to go out, OUT! To have movie or somethingbut im cant.... Oh come on. Im so boring here!!!! :( Why my parents are always like that. It's like 'locking me up' in the house =.= Im really bored of it! Enough for me! It just happen to me every holiday that i have =.=
Im not requesting to go for clubbing or anything, go out from the house and back home late night. Im not! :( (If that one not allowed im fine with it. But i just want to go out with my friends, spend as much time as i can, because most of them are going to oveasea or other states for their studies. Besides, once the Uni life start, i bet everyone will just boom most of their time on their studies isn't =.=
My daily routine of my holidays is just, eat, sleep, tv and on9. I don't think im using my time preciously. Im just acting like a super lazy bump at home =.= And i guess im gaining weight day by day. OH NO!
Eventhough i always feel bored of my days, whenever my honey msg meor think of my honey, i'll feel very day is coloured ^^ haha. I don't feel bored anymore but instead, feel much more having sweet life hehe
Today was my 12th day of my holiday. Wow, time passes really fast. A normal student which has a long holiday hmm, approximately for 2 1/2 months ++, i bet he or she will go out everyday, and just do anything which during school time cant spend much time on, such as movie everyday, hang out friends everyday and etc etc haha. Oo.... That's such a wonderful life! LOL. Guess what, yup! Now i can watch movie everyday, BUT, only at home =.= I wanted to go out, OUT! To have movie or somethingbut im cant.... Oh come on. Im so boring here!!!! :( Why my parents are always like that. It's like 'locking me up' in the house =.= Im really bored of it! Enough for me! It just happen to me every holiday that i have =.=
Im not requesting to go for clubbing or anything, go out from the house and back home late night. Im not! :( (If that one not allowed im fine with it. But i just want to go out with my friends, spend as much time as i can, because most of them are going to oveasea or other states for their studies. Besides, once the Uni life start, i bet everyone will just boom most of their time on their studies isn't =.=
My daily routine of my holidays is just, eat, sleep, tv and on9. I don't think im using my time preciously. Im just acting like a super lazy bump at home =.= And i guess im gaining weight day by day. OH NO!
Eventhough i always feel bored of my days, whenever my honey msg meor think of my honey, i'll feel very day is coloured ^^ haha. I don't feel bored anymore but instead, feel much more having sweet life hehe
Friday, October 30, 2009
My big day =)
Thank you so much for the birthday wishes =) I love u all so much ^^
I jz celebrate my birthday tis year in my hse, hmm i think for the 1st time =( Normally i celebrate outside eventhough not celebrating wit my frens. Hmm, kinda bored but i love my birthday =)
Tis year i've someone special to celebrate my birthday n i feel it so meaningful for me =)
Currently was having A2 finals. *crying* I think i've jz flung my Maths. Wat a 'big' birthday gift for me in advance. Im reli very sad about tat i feel so speechless. So far i've studied, Maths is nvr a prob for me. Im not try to be proud or anything but i jz COULDN'T accept it!
I jz celebrate my birthday tis year in my hse, hmm i think for the 1st time =( Normally i celebrate outside eventhough not celebrating wit my frens. Hmm, kinda bored but i love my birthday =)
Tis year i've someone special to celebrate my birthday n i feel it so meaningful for me =)
Currently was having A2 finals. *crying* I think i've jz flung my Maths. Wat a 'big' birthday gift for me in advance. Im reli very sad about tat i feel so speechless. So far i've studied, Maths is nvr a prob for me. Im not try to be proud or anything but i jz COULDN'T accept it!
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